I want to tear off my face and beat myself with a hammer

[normalmar]

Tried getting internet installed today. For reasons I won't explain, I had to try installing the modem myself. Crap happens, I manage to get it up and running and Wow internet won't come up on the lappy.

I didn't understand anything the guy was talking about on the phone. Not only that, but since I have no signal in my room, I had to keep walking back outside and inside to call him and then do what he told me to do with the computer. After listening to a bunch of crap I didn't understand, I lost him and now he won't answer his phone. Doesn't bother me. I wanted to quit and escape to the library where I could cry about it. I've been in a really bad mood lately. The smallest things have been upsetting me, making me cry and I have nobody to talk to.

I'll try to call them tomorrow and see if I can get some help that makes sense. But right now I feel miffed and horrible. I'm starting to feel a little bit better.

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[normalmar.livejournal.com]

Tells me that I need to install software for the modem, and that the computer won't recognize the modem until I do. Guy I was talking to on the phone didn't really understand either. =/